Larry Brown
@luckylarry1001
Joined over 4 years ago@luckylarry1001
Joined over 4 years agoWelcome to Aphantasia. Each person's version is unique to them.
I lost my visualization in 5th grade. Used to dream in series over many nights like a continuous TV series. Had several endings where I almost died, but woke up instead. Then black nothingness. Haven't visualized anything since. At 60 just started to recover some ability to visualize but it's usually blurry and hard work.
I meditate daily without visualization. Migrate towards meditation that wants you to quiet your mind. Since I can't see pictures it seems like it is much easier to quiet my thoughts than what I was led to believe. With practice I can now go for long periods of time without a single thought.