Lisa

I just can describe my personal experiences and feelings in this regard and just the fact that I don't see pictures of my partners and me in the future doesn't change the fact, that I think and hope about being with them (married maybe, doing things together like travelling etc.) - I still have hopes, thoughts and ideas about our future.

I saw myself as demisexual, because if I see people (passing by or meeting someone for the first time) I don't see them in a sexual way. Of course I realize if I personally find someone attractive or not really, but it's not about that sex appeal. If I get to know them and if we're dating and getting closer I definitely want to be intimate with them and have sex (in the beginning as often as possible but - as for all couples I think - with years it's getting of course less ; ) Friends (who can fantasize) told me how much they enjoy to touch themselves (because of their fantasies) but me I hundred percent prefer a close person next to me, to be intimate with. If they are not here, I do miss my partners, but just after two, three weeks the feeling of missing starts...