King Daniel of Avalon

in a way, i've always been able to tell a difference between me and the rest of society but in truth i'm kind of rebellious so i've had no choice but to show up as my authentic self either ways. i mean, in real life i don't go around trying to impose my experiences on people but i do find myself sharing once i get comfortable with a person... that phase doesn't last long as well as it's only because i'm subconsciously/unconsciously letting the people know that they should be safe around me... after that has been established i go back to keeping my experiences to myself. For me, its mostly because i've accepted the fact that my exposure to high sensory stimulation isn't something that a lot of people have experienced even within themselves... so it's difficult for them to see the perspective of where you are coming from which i think is fair. In a way i've also realized the part i should play in society - i experience the world like a tree experiences it's ecosystem. the Earth is more complex, more vast, more mysterious than we can understand and to be honest, it would be a big shock for everyone, even for me sometimes. what can i say... i'm humbled by the wonder of it all.

interesting observations